It is the truth that fear and shame have been my driving forces for longer than I'd like to admit. I have spent a very long time (as long as I can remember) trying to live up to the expectations of, what I thought, others wanted from me. I was setting myself up to fail … Continue reading Here.
To my beautiful brother and sister. I am writing to you both in the hopes of reaching a mutual understanding. I have spent a lot of time over the past week reflecting on the type of person I have been and also the type of person I hope to be and they have not been … Continue reading An open letter to my siblings.
As I place one hand on my chest and my other hand on my stomach, I give a deep and sincere thank you to my body. I can feel my heart beating in perfect rhythm. I notice my chest move up and down. I breath in deeply and I am aware of the silent moment … Continue reading Alive.
Today is the third day that I have been sober from marijuana in 9 years. Everything looks a little bit different. It's like I am seeing everything that has always been around me for the first time. It's almost like a whole new world. It's a little bit scary but very beautiful. I looked around … Continue reading Life is art.
I gave nine years of my life to the wrong person. Prince Charming with a capital C. C is for Cunt. I gave all the love I had until it had all been used up. I put all my money on the table to be left high and dry. I tried to create a home … Continue reading I miss my dog.
I don't know what else to do so I am writing you this letter. I hate myself for hurting you and not being the daughter you deserve. I know that I have let you down so many times, not only that but i have continuously let myself down, as well. I am a drug addict … Continue reading An open letter to my mother.
I don't have anywhere to go, so I have been spending my days parked in my car staring at the water. In moments of strife throughout my life, I have always found myself at the waters edge. As I watch the waves slowly crash upon the shore, I am reminded that everything is temporary. Just … Continue reading Water.